Thoughts.Life.Friends.

There’s never enough time in a day! ugh. =(.

Reflections.

Damn never have I tumblred through my phone, but felt like it was necessary. So today was a hard, long, yet productive good day! It was the last day of our core video/photo shoot. Whoa! Did we have so crazy moments, up and down. So much happened during the shoot. It was another day where our core was put to test. However it all came together in the end after a long ass day!! Starting at 11 ending at 6. Then we went to go eat at this Filipino resturant called Toppings! Let ne tell you… Maybe it was because I was hungry, but man did it taste hella good!!! My stomach was satisfied!

After that we had our Core Fishbowl, which is a time where we give critiques to each other or say our concerns and thoughts we may have thus far. WOW! I learned so much about my core. Not only that, but I realized so much about myself and life. This whole fishbowl helped me build up my self confidence, again, that I once had, which I lost on the way. Maybe not just me, but possibly the confidence of our whole core. We sacrafice so much for this org. For the better of our community. We face so much daily struggle, yet always have our friends, family, and each other to lean back on and get support from. Unforetunately, I realized that some of us don’t have that sometimes from family members and friends. It’s hard to keep that confidence in yourself when other around you don’t really care or understand. I’m fortunate enough to have the best group of friends back at home, that are literally like my family to me. I texted a couple of them because I felt so bad not being able to come hang with them anymore, even on some of their birthdays! I was so upset that I couldn’t make it out to some of my closet friends birthday like shauns and laurens! They’re like family to me, but these are some of the sacrafices I have to make. I know I’m being repetative, but I just want to emphasize that I’m so lucky to have friends like them. Friends that understand and actually believe in and are proud of me. Thank you guys!!! No really thank you. =) I’m so lucky to have you guys! You know who you are.

That’s just some of the things I really wanted to ge off my chest. And let me say I Also feel so much closer to my core. I love you guys too!!