Dreams.

Have any of you had your life flash before your eyes. That feeling where your not in control of your life anymore, some other entity has temporary control over that moment to determine wether you die or not. Well this just happened to me like 30 mintues ago, but it was a dream. I’ve had a dream where I was so scared to the point where I needed to go to my mom. Here’s what happened…

In the dream, to as far back as I can remember, it’s sort of hazy, but I remember know that something like my car is going to get stolen was going to happen. I had prior knowledge somehow that my car was going to get stolen by someone, but assured where if I called the cops that they would be there in minute because supposedly my iPhone can be tracked if someone were to ever dial 911.

Next thing you know I was driving, I’m not sure where, but I was driving in some kind of industrial area, like a refinery. It was night, gloomy and raining, and the only light you could see was from the light poles. Besides the street I would be surrounded by tall pipes looking over me, with the dim light that is reflected off the wet street pavements, which I was driving on.

Then it jumped again to a dark mysterious parking lot within the refinery and I was parked there, but there was this person in the backseat of my car demanding I need to get out… I don’t exactly remember what happened here because I was so scared and startled here. This person made me get out and all I could think of was to dial 911 without the “robber” knowing that I’m alerting the authroities. He had a gun, a knife, or some kind of weapon with him to threathen me with.This is where it gets weird because if I were to steal a car I would either kill the person who was in the car or take it without them knowing, but for my case I had this idea that I was going to get my belongings as if I was going to just let him take my car. I was staling time so I could use this meathod that was developed in the dream where the cops would be there in a minutes like I previously mentioned before. I was garabbing things in the back and front seat now on the passenger side of the car while the “robber” was near the driver’s seat. I don’t know why I remembered this so vividly in this part of the dream, but I was grabbing charcoal for the hooka that was in my car. My dream had a weird quick reference to it. At this moment I was trying to dial 911 for my phone. While I thought it was calling 911, instead it was calling 611. For some odd reason my iPhone thought i was mistyping and kept correcting my 911 as 611. While I was panicing my phone finally let me dial 911, but then the robber got suspicious of what I was doing and told me to hurry up. In that frenzy I accidently hung up even before the Emergency Department picked up.

I then moved to my trunk, trying to get my things out form there too, to stall time that is. Another weird emphasis my dream had was the Hennesy bottle in the trunk. That’s why it was so real to me because I currently have an empty Hennesy bottle in my trunk. So back in my dream I just threw that out and then while I was trying to dial 911 again I was shuffling through the back and didn’t call again. I was panicing again because the “robber” annoyingly asked what I was doing and told me to hurry up. I got through to 911 this time, yet I was too scared to actually talk to them so I whispered to them, ” Help I’m gettin robbed. My car is about to get stolen.” click. Next thing I know I was in the passenger seat. I guess I was trying to stall even more time for the cops to come. However the “robber” drove off with me in the car also. I was panicing while he was driving out of the parking lot. As we were about to enter this dark, dim lit, street I saw a couple of cars and behind it was a cop with its Lights flashing. I tried to open the window was yelling help waiving my hands and honked the horn too!!! All the “robber” did was told me to stop it and don’t do it again. As we were diving off the cop didn’t do anything he was just driving still with its lights on behind??? hmm cars in the street with their lights off. The cars were all dark and black while the cop car was the only thing with its lights on and a bit of color.

I was kind of weirded out why the “robber” didn’t just kill me there after doing all that to get the cops attention. I look up and that “robber” is my friend.I was already hella crying because i was being driven off to a place I don’t even know, feeling so helpless and vulnerable.  I was so confused!!! So then next thing I remember is that we were at a stop light, already hella crying because I asked are you going to kill me or something like that. His response was “I’m not going to kill you, at least not yet. Why would I would I do that to you Sunny?!” and then he smiled hella freakishly. Then i woke up yelling and talking as I was waking up… I was so scared I went to my mom crying.

They paniced seeing me cry like that. Haha a big guy like me crying like that is not seen that often. I explained what happened… and she told me Don’t worry those dreams means that your growing. She reminded me that as we were kids we had nightmare’s also. Things so scary and unexplainable because dreams sometime display what we subconsciencly think, not in the exact form, but some form of it, or also display what we had watched or seen from a movie or tv. Its funny because alot of these things came from the movie I watched last night and my blog of feeling vulnerable and scared. The movie was called Momento. A good movie too that gets you thinking. Maybe that’t why I had a dream about it because I had to think throughout the movie.

What does this dream mean? Was my dreams displaying my subconscience thoughts and fears, in a totally differnt perspective. Or was it just a stupid dream? I don’t know.